.. ..


June 30, 2008 by Jo

I type in my password
I click “Dashboard”
I choose to write a new post
I begin to spill
Letters words sentences paragraphs
I erase it all
I can’t put my deepest thoughts out here
I don’t want to hurt or burn or upset
I won’t be the one to cause an uproar
I shouldn’t worry or care

But I do.


2 thoughts on “.. ..

  1. Mom says:

    you’ve got to brush it off. You’re just like me – it takes a day or two but it really bugs you when someone wrongs you. I’ve started writing it all down, hiding it and then rereading it a couple days later after everything has cooled off, I’ve meditated on it and thought positively about myself. I also ask for a sign that shows I’m confident in my decision about myself. ‘Cause it is always self doubt that generates the feelings. It worked just last week and I honestly have forgiven the person (but I am going to be more cautious in dealing with them so it isn’t so easy for them to burn me). Anyway, that’s my two cents worth!

    When are we getting together????


  2. Jeanette says:

    Hey sis – I hear ya. I love ya. I hug ya.

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